When i was not born, i told my partner ( a woman ) that we shall go to earth. Okey,We will go to earth. We chose gujarat. It is very beautiful country with mountains, deserts, jungle, plains,sea-shore and spiritual lineage. Good tempered peoples. Mt. Girnar was chosen as a place to be born.
Now, she said to me that i am coming- you go, there is little chores to do. Hurry up, i am coming. I said yar, please come with me, i am feeling lonely without you. She assured me that, she will surely come. She jokingly said to me, "In the earth you will find me as beautiful lady, younger than you". Ah, she is infact true to her words. She is 10-12 years younger than me, beautiful. There is problem , She is very near and dear to me but, she chose not to live with me.
She is not giving due weightage to our bonds ! Was i wrong ? Or she has changed due to atmoshphere of earth. Tasted a flavours of earth and planning to stay here. Now, i am packing and going back to my place. I hope she will come back to our eternal abode. I don't remember that she told me that she will accompany me in return journey.
31.05.2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
My belowed Tara
When i was child i had seen the goddess tara on cave paintings of Ajanta and Illora. Suddently a voice or thought came to my mind that i should marry her. I was in age of innosance ( say 14 to 15 years) boy and naturally not able to know this marriage things in real sense. Ha, i know that two persons male female marry in a big big ceremony.
I was just surprized why this thing came to my mind. For some time i was searching tara to marry i did not know that she is not a human being. I thoughtl she lived somewhere. I was innocent & lazy child so search did not took off properly but there was always a little stingy thoughts running to find her.
But frankly i did not try to find her or try to marry her. Today when i was seeing images on my computer it came to my mind that instead of searching beautiful ladies or perfect ladies or other ladies / womans i should have searched her. I should have put all my efforts to find her. It is anotherthing that as a mortal man you can not marry goddess.
When you are in deep love with person of opposite sex you both become one. If, relationship/binding of bhakta and bhagwan is stronger , then suddenly they can become one.
In deep love with tara you can be tara your self. When you become her, then how you can marry her or think of any worldy lusts. Truth is that in the spiritual union there is no two. You both are one. This higher mathematics is beyound our imaginations. Can you imagine tara without the shiv she is standing on ? Now i don't have thought running in my mind to marry her.
When you become light , a Shining star (i.e. tara herself ) she puts you on her head. She collects you as her own gem. listening to me ........ I regret that i did not search her properly when i was young and alone ......... Are you ... ... ...
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Second Spouse a DODO's dream.
This is a very stinking subject. People refrained from writing but there is a need to write. Now a days i am seeing lot of peoples resorting to keeping boyfriend and girlfriend.Whether it is moral or immoral, legal or illegal i dont want to dwelve into it.
For me, one thing, i am constantly thinking is that>>>Are they unsatisfied with their parter ? Do their partners are not healthy, happy , supportive ? Do they actually require some more satisfactions,.........
But what i see is that, their first partners are okey. The man {who is keeping second spouce } wife is okey, supportive. First wife is tolerating other woman in life of her husband. Female of this second relations-ship {second wife ) is usually not married, very hungry, or she broke her marriage or she does not have hope for merriage due to various reasons.
We all see lot of persons roaming in a couples but they are not legally married. They are students, co-worker, working in same business etc. This pehenomena has engulfed whole society be it IAS or a labourer. Their desires they know ! but on the face they are content and happy in what they are doing ?
Law is biased and in practcle un-effective. I also see that office persons, relatives etc are tolerating and not objecting anything. We are not painting anyone bad. But when getting married we want a virgin girl ?
Now our double standard comes to light. It is observed that a persons married life is only 5 years. In five years s/he gets all highs if they are lucky. Then social responsibilities start. This unsastisfaction is cause of illicite relationships. We should change our mind set.
Say if we start marriage at 20 years for female and 23-25 years for male we might have 10 years healthy & productive time for couples satisfaction whitin marriage. We should reduce legally age of marriage and not opt for careers or manage , build carrers from spouses place. When we don't have the ideal man or woman, still foolling around the age old norms and laws.
We should accept that we are not able to heal the root problem. Our patches in various forms are artificial. Now, Do we join them ?Actully i don't know............. Actually we are changing. A virgin and pious persons are very rare to find and in on way to extinctions. I am also one step behind DODO. ( "dodo" a bird recently vanished from earth due to over exploitations).
For me, one thing, i am constantly thinking is that>>>Are they unsatisfied with their parter ? Do their partners are not healthy, happy , supportive ? Do they actually require some more satisfactions,.........
But what i see is that, their first partners are okey. The man {who is keeping second spouce } wife is okey, supportive. First wife is tolerating other woman in life of her husband. Female of this second relations-ship {second wife ) is usually not married, very hungry, or she broke her marriage or she does not have hope for merriage due to various reasons.
We all see lot of persons roaming in a couples but they are not legally married. They are students, co-worker, working in same business etc. This pehenomena has engulfed whole society be it IAS or a labourer. Their desires they know ! but on the face they are content and happy in what they are doing ?
Law is biased and in practcle un-effective. I also see that office persons, relatives etc are tolerating and not objecting anything. We are not painting anyone bad. But when getting married we want a virgin girl ?
Now our double standard comes to light. It is observed that a persons married life is only 5 years. In five years s/he gets all highs if they are lucky. Then social responsibilities start. This unsastisfaction is cause of illicite relationships. We should change our mind set.
Say if we start marriage at 20 years for female and 23-25 years for male we might have 10 years healthy & productive time for couples satisfaction whitin marriage. We should reduce legally age of marriage and not opt for careers or manage , build carrers from spouses place. When we don't have the ideal man or woman, still foolling around the age old norms and laws.
We should accept that we are not able to heal the root problem. Our patches in various forms are artificial. Now, Do we join them ?Actully i don't know............. Actually we are changing. A virgin and pious persons are very rare to find and in on way to extinctions. I am also one step behind DODO. ( "dodo" a bird recently vanished from earth due to over exploitations).
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Ark of life.
We are expecting the result in a first chance. Is it so ? No Sir, a big no.
Before something is materialized, you have to think about it throughly. Predict the probable behaviour.
After one year, two year what will become of the thing................ (you are longing and willing to die for !)
You have to understand that you are interacting with a girl, a boy, a pet, a living organization or anything that shows the characteristics of life ( a super-computer,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ).
I was puzzled as a child, in the first instance how the Computer starts (because it is non living thing). After lot of years, it clicked to me that, there is always a chip and clock with a bettery running in computer. And you have to apply power to rejuvianate other boards and then you can use the computer. Seeing the working system was not a problem.
Like this we are stuck at little points {at a time } to understand that things. Every pujan, living organization has a bettery and clock chip running. That is keeping it up and living. Running power is differrent thing.
Someone has established something. That is the non-living thing. It can not survive without maintenance. So it needs to be maintained daily. And maintenance requires lot of living energy.
That is the problem.
Before something is materialized, you have to think about it throughly. Predict the probable behaviour.
After one year, two year what will become of the thing................ (you are longing and willing to die for !)
You have to understand that you are interacting with a girl, a boy, a pet, a living organization or anything that shows the characteristics of life ( a super-computer,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ).
I was puzzled as a child, in the first instance how the Computer starts (because it is non living thing). After lot of years, it clicked to me that, there is always a chip and clock with a bettery running in computer. And you have to apply power to rejuvianate other boards and then you can use the computer. Seeing the working system was not a problem.
Like this we are stuck at little points {at a time } to understand that things. Every pujan, living organization has a bettery and clock chip running. That is keeping it up and living. Running power is differrent thing.
Someone has established something. That is the non-living thing. It can not survive without maintenance. So it needs to be maintained daily. And maintenance requires lot of living energy.
That is the problem.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
64 YOGINI
Shri Ganeshji is the first, middle and last.
In the starting, i invoke ganesh. O omnipotent god be with me.
It is a important that pujan of Shri Ganeshji is done before doing any yogini pujan.
This ganeshji belongs to 64 Yogini temple of Bheraghat, Jabalpur (M.P.).
Last day i had medical check-up. They tested me for urine-sugar,physical fitness, weight,blood pressure, blood etc.
Doctor said to me i am healthy. My dieticians said to me do you drink ? No, sir. Never. Then she was puzzled. I told her that i could not wake up in the morning. Why ? She was very very worried. Told to me that i should do following exercise.
* Wash your feets before sleeping.
* Drink plenty of water, but in small dosases.Body will be able to soak the water.
* When awake, just sit up and don't be in the bad. Move your left part of body, there is heart, so blood circulation is high.
* Pillow should be small, i had a high and tight pillow.
* Before sleeping, put your leg in the air. Upside down, so blood reaches the brain.
This last two things helped me immencely in reducing fatigue.........
Doctor said to me i am healthy. My dieticians said to me do you drink ? No, sir. Never. Then she was puzzled. I told her that i could not wake up in the morning. Why ? She was very very worried. Told to me that i should do following exercise.
* Wash your feets before sleeping.
* Drink plenty of water, but in small dosases.Body will be able to soak the water.
* When awake, just sit up and don't be in the bad. Move your left part of body, there is heart, so blood circulation is high.
* Pillow should be small, i had a high and tight pillow.
* Before sleeping, put your leg in the air. Upside down, so blood reaches the brain.
This last two things helped me immencely in reducing fatigue.........
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