When i was child i had seen the goddess tara on cave paintings of Ajanta and Illora. Suddently a voice or thought came to my mind that i should marry her. I was in age of innosance ( say 14 to 15 years) boy and naturally not able to know this marriage things in real sense. Ha, i know that two persons male female marry in a big big ceremony.
I was just surprized why this thing came to my mind. For some time i was searching tara to marry i did not know that she is not a human being. I thoughtl she lived somewhere. I was innocent & lazy child so search did not took off properly but there was always a little stingy thoughts running to find her.
But frankly i did not try to find her or try to marry her. Today when i was seeing images on my computer it came to my mind that instead of searching beautiful ladies or perfect ladies or other ladies / womans i should have searched her. I should have put all my efforts to find her. It is anotherthing that as a mortal man you can not marry goddess.
When you are in deep love with person of opposite sex you both become one. If, relationship/binding of bhakta and bhagwan is stronger , then suddenly they can become one.
In deep love with tara you can be tara your self. When you become her, then how you can marry her or think of any worldy lusts. Truth is that in the spiritual union there is no two. You both are one. This higher mathematics is beyound our imaginations. Can you imagine tara without the shiv she is standing on ? Now i don't have thought running in my mind to marry her.
When you become light , a Shining star (i.e. tara herself ) she puts you on her head. She collects you as her own gem. listening to me ........ I regret that i did not search her properly when i was young and alone ......... Are you ... ... ...
