Since few months sensitivity for un-cleanliness has increased.
When mass public is gathered there is strong feeling like being in the mud-pool. This pool consists of peoples evil deeds, master plans, their thoughts to gain, un healthy habits etc. I dislike the meat eating peoples dirty touch.So, basically i have no where to go.
When i enter the temple and if they are doing the works for money they clearly hate my visit. May be my presence is reminding that they are doing wrong !
Feel like out-cast. I have no where to go. Now a days i am not doing any puja still there is constant need for cleanliness. may be this is due to dhyan & kundalini jagaran yog ?
If you are doing kundalini dhyan beware you will need clean environment to sustain or other wise will cry like me.
