wake up from dream 3

I am bleeding to hell.

I have been injured by the peoples whom i have helped.

They have stabbed me like Brutus.

That is the reason i am closing down.

This worlds does not like the pious ones.

wake up from dream2

There is a little story. But from where i read or heard it just not able to recall, may be i have written it.

Okey, story line is something like this
"
There were three states. A big-state another small state and in between this two there was another very very small tiny-state. This tiny-state was dependent on big state and friendly towards small-state. Now, how to live peacefully ? It started telling big-state that small-state is your enemy and created war like situation between them . Now this two big neighbours are enemy and tiny-state is benefiting from both state.
"
This is the way of life.
I don't know the solution but i have seen it in society, friendships, nations etc.
It is an ancient problem but solution may tried is neutralize that tiny-state who is creating the problems.

Wake up from dream.

In the past few days i have experienced and experimented with few things and observed. I came to the conclusions that people are very nasty as individual. If, given something they would demand more. There is a viscous cycle going on for the fulfillment of the vices and desires more and more.

People are unsatisfied. If they have comfortable wealth despite this they want more and more. They reaches a stage and believe that it was their right or they did it on their own and deserved it. Then they start behaving differently/ abnormally.

From this arrogance/ negativity starts. From this harming to nearby persons start. They start damaging their work place, their neighbours, cast / group peoples etc etc.

This is an individual problem and every person have it to some extant. A bad wolf starts the game. So, people asks for protections or try to pass it on. But, passing it on does not work.

What is proper thing is to control the self. Try to heal our mind, try to enhance our qualifications, money or fame is not a parameter in life for success. Money is needed for sustaining the lifestyle & capability to buy foods stuff, medicine etc. Food is needed for sustaining (biomass) our body.

This is a very vicious circle. How to break it. Break it with thought. Start feeling good for being in this world.

Eat , make marry, go out and do something worthwhile which may or may not give you fame. i.e. Make computer programes. Develope computer games , make archive of something which is being lost. Like a heritage monuments. Deocumenting the (real) games which are fast vanishing. This will help the community as a whole. Your energy will be utilized for the society and one day you will not regret doing nice work.

If, you are making poison, after some time it is going to be hurt you. Being in golden dome or artificial island is not going to protect long as humans life time is a finite and other things life is long comparatively. But one day that will be also exhausted golden done will be razed and blazed. Artificial island will be filled with mud. That is what life does with poison producing systems.

Till then buy,

I will be closing down lost of things this year and will announce it on 31 December 2010

6th December

On this 06th december three things happened day when the structure fall, this is day for remembrance of Dr.Ambedkar and last but not least i also fall.

I am out, let me see whether chhinmasta arising or not.

I don't think there will be more posts as i will be not able to tell the truth. may be pople don't want the truth, maay be my truth is so much pure that it becomes poison. Why should i tell the truth. Let the truth tell itself. So, lady truth now you are lonely. Find some suitable batchelor your self.

What happened ? Someone, broke my lively hood. I know him. The face and energy behind that face, the manipulator of that energy.

There are actors in all this breaking drama, individually their are innocent but collectively, egoistically they ruined other peoples life and they are still not aware of it.

Don't worry lady truth you will also find a suitable bachelor, i have become old. all this years i have entertained you, made you happy, prosporous, danced with you but i have tired and become old. So, go away and don't come in my view.

Acceptance of failue ?

I was thinking, whether people should accept the failure or not. Tell me what is success and what is failure ?

You are not free to stand with truth. You are not free to speak the truth. And you are not free to accept the truth. You are bound by ego (of yours and others) .You do all your best to ensure that your goal is satisfied. But, are you alone ?

You are above me but there is someone higher on us also. And i know them. They are kind and just. If, they don't care then there is no way. What is my need for acceptance of failure ! we all are a failure in a way or two.

So,I promised that i will not accept failure even if i am a failure. I will hold the flag high upto my last moment.

A little present

Hanuman

Little thinking on eve of 6th december. I remember years ago we were remebering this day for Dr. Ambedkar and their people doing prayers and other activity. Now, there is enforced vigil due to a demolition.

On some years back on 06th December a structure collapsed. We are making it a big national issue. Let us ask our selves "Is this ho halla worth it? Disturbing normal way of life."

There is no issue. Let us think like this.

We native (now called hindus ) have inhabited the country from time immemorial. Our memory is very vivid of an epic that took place in i.e. Ramayana. The ramayana is not godly or god it self or said by god but depicts tale of the god in the human forms i.e. Lord Rama. Why Lord Rama ? because we beleive in them. Like you beleive in your gods.

From time to time sages spoken ramayana in many forms. But, we beleive that birth place of lord Rama is ayodhya. No body calls another things contrary. In this whole place called ayodhya there is only one place we are identifying.

We should not forget that there was a time when temples were looted i.e. Somnath for money. During this time, someone from this raiding party chose to live and rule. Instead of choosing local faith they preached their own faith. Due to their intolerance we see lots of temple broken and erection of other things.

Now, be tolerative. There is no kings be it hindu, muslims or others. We are free people. Forget and forgive the old rulers.

This is our nation. We have earned and inherited it from our past with lot of problems. But we have made it a wondeful nation in a short time. We native (hindus & others) are the
original peoples and some minority group has also origin here. They can't claim they are not part of our nation. They chose to live here and be with us. They chose not to go pak. We have seen lot of partitions now there is no scope of it. They are part of our nation and should not do anything that harms progress of our nation.

Let there be temple in Honour of Lord Rama. Ultimately Lord Rama is our king, of all natives be they of any faith, religion, state. Beware there is Hanuman.

Good Morning

wirk not done

I very dear friend of mine said my work is not being done. I am also in the same boat. My work is also not being done but the people for who i am praying gets benefits. I get negative results and loss. Peoples rotten works are being done but my genuine work is hampered. I am doing regular upasana ! What is problem with me.

• I asked him one thing. Are you charging any money for helping peoples ? reply was No.
• Are they your family ? Reply was NO.
• Are they your guruji's shishya ? NO
• Do you love them ? NO.

When there is no relations ship why do work ? Here is the point.
I faced the same problem.
My solution was simple.

If your are doing something then first of all get the money from him/her/them and distribute to temples, beggars , poors for batuk-bhojan, langar etc. But don't use for person use and don't touch the money. Be with them and orbserve they are doing langar to poor peoples.

If they get result it will be due to their benevolent etc nothing will be deducted from your spiritual account.
If they don't get any result they will stop bothering you and you may be spared from trouble.